welcome narhs!

2008-03-24T02:35:00.004+08:00

i've decided to sever old endings and start afresh.

.. nah. it's not half that drastic. :D
oh well. when things hit rock bottom;
there's more than meets the eye.

2008-03-24T01:43:00.010+08:00

the quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog

to relink,
please dial:
8-2 5-3 3-1 2-3 6-2 8-2 8-1 7-3 3-5 7-1

-it's just a little trade in. (:

i'm neither a dan brown nor a sherwin koh, so it's probably cheese pie. :)

GOOD BYE WORLD.

2008-03-08T23:11:00.002+08:00

i probably should revive this when i've uploaded hp pics into the com.

*hangs a sign-
BE BACK IN A WHILE :D

hello.

2008-01-23T00:40:00.000+08:00

blogger has been a dear,
but i'm moving house yet again.

see you sweethearts. :D

www.islandreigned.livejournal.com

hello

2008-01-20T02:26:00.000+08:00

zzz. i have such a strong feeling that i'm going to get another C for this photog module. it seems the effort put into this final assignment isn't really generating into the proper expectations i was hoping for. prolly cause the equipment isn't apt to what i'm seeking; the range is slightly off for macro shots anddddd i just think i'm not doing smething right.

oh well. zzz.

i'll just hope for the better, i guess?

hello.

2008-01-17T15:16:00.004+08:00

i have smokers' teeth. (it's prolly cause i don't brush. -.- LOL)

kay. bored.

still bored.

i am back!

in the TP library slogging my guts off doing public speaking, completely trying to push photog away. (still think i'm gonna fucking flop for that.) guess who's beside me? she just had a fashion disaster. and i laughed at her. fashion disasters are so funny lah (only if they don't happen on you.)

i've been in sch since like what? 11.30? and now i'm listening to bring it all back by sclub. so old sch. hahah.

i'm so boreddddd. snooze. i haven't seen people i want to see in forever. and the fake blood i made was either too runny, too thick, or too fucking pink or purple. GRR. annoying.

several things to look forward this weekend, which will only take my mind off school work. don't know if that's good or bad. heh. :\ but it's gonna be fun fun fun. !

okay, on 2nd thought; the photog teacher is not half as ego as i thought, i think. so yeahhh.

AND I FORGOT TO BRING MY WALLET OUT TODAY. HOMGOD. DOH.

fuck

2008-01-16T00:40:00.002+08:00

i hate public speaking. i hate photog. i hate this block.

it's quite laxed, but i have this immense dislike for the photog lect. so ego lahhh. lol.
this cannot, that cannot. i think i'm going to get a bloody C for my assignment lor. (if i can finish on time, that is.)

URGH. research for public speaking. AHHHH.
www.ambivalent-exchange.blogspot.com

xxx

2008-01-15T00:40:00.000+08:00

Sleepy, tired, jaded, worned and exhausted all moshed into one.
oh wait, don't they all mean the same roughly? hee.
that's what sleep deprivation does to you.
or maybe it's just the 2 egg pratas..

just got home not too long ago, and have yet to shower. mum never listens -.-

i wanna fall asleep alr. lahhhh!!!

xfdf

2008-01-15T00:16:00.000+08:00

I'm updating only because I feel like it.

I am so broke I tell you. Apparently, that's what's on my mouth 1/2 the time, and it's usually not that literal; but this time I'm feeling the pinch on the penny. :\

I need new specs, and I'm finding people to go pei a set with me, cause apparently the old set (i presume?) is off-degreed? and it keeps leaving a stinging pain in my mid brain section. bah. either i'm overworking my vision, or that i have a brain tumor. no srsly. i do think i have brain tumor/cancer. I keep having this concurring idea that i'm gonna die soon. oh well. that's called being emo enough to be a design student.

photography is also putting a strain on my pocket. we're supposed to print 15 a4 photo papers, and i've heard it's fucking 5 bucks a piece? omg. i told you he's ego.

as himbo as i am, i don't know what to do with my NS letter. the first time i read it through, i was convinced i was supposed to sign up; but after hearing about and listening to conversations, i'm quite certain i have to defer right? lol. i think so. someone confirm with me. hahaha.

today's sos speech went pretty well, cept for the 'reading off the script'. but i guess i'm not the only victim to fall under it's prowess, so all is fine.

cheers. :D (no, i'm not really that happy; i'm just on drugs.)

kidding.

fck.fck.fck.

2008-01-13T15:52:00.001+08:00

i'm supposed to be downstairs taking pictures of my neighbourhood. (yes. procrastination)

but it's fucking raining.

god hates me. :(
just let me die.

lol.

OHMAHGAAAAD.
what to do now?
how to take pictures when no one is gonna go downstairs? either that, or they're all gonna carry dumb umbrellas? -.-

eh.eh.eh.

on a lighter note, open house was fun.fun.fun! got to know everyone a lot better. (:

hello

2008-01-09T02:24:00.001+08:00

woke up today at frigging 6am (yesterday; actually) for a shoot at CBD. Supposedly shooting to the theme 'rush hour'? #01. the rush hour (we'll the by the time we got there), apparently wasn't as rush as rush could mean. and #02. it was drizzling on and off so bad, that everything was so miserable.

food was good though. had 3 meals of fastfood in a day. i swear i'm dying of some terminal cholesterol-related disease. (boy, i'm such an emo kid)

was pretty shag, after waking so early. fell flat on my bed the minute i got home. woke up at 5 only because i had public speaking. (wonderful. -.-) zzzz. go me.

"the one thing i want to do is to learn to speak hokkien!"

POMPHRETS.

2008-01-09T02:18:00.000+08:00

Name a value/something that you can learn from from your favourite cartoon.
How lame is that? Boo. Unlucky. Doh.

In my haste;

Answer: The Simpsons, because you can learn to take life with a pinch of salt, be easygoing and less stressed over little matters.

Wonderful. Go me. Go Public Speaking.not.

time

2008-01-06T20:50:00.000+08:00

Time for an upload, and time for a makeover.

HAHAHAR.

welcome, all new and revamped.

Nothing much has been happening in my life recently, it's been pretty smooth-sailing and bland. Overly bland for my preference.

Especially through the 6 hours every. fucking. day of the block. And I'm pretty proud to say I've officially taken a nap once in our lovely library. 1 and a half hour, to be exact. /grins.

hey

2007-12-31T00:10:00.000+08:00

HOLLA. I'M HOME. :D
adieu taiwan.

fck.

2007-12-20T14:38:00.001+08:00

boo. worst day ever.

after a sumptuous wedding dinner yst, i'm down with a horrid throat infection that leaves me pipes hurting on swallowing.

urgh.

to top things off, i fcking accidentally cut myself with my penknife. how gold. (no. i didn't slit my wrist) -.-

now the blood has kinda stopped trickling, but the crimson stained cotton wool is quite the sight.

at least i've started on my wall drawings. hah. way to cure boredom. yipps. :)

ew, that iron-metallic-bloody aftertaste is still lingering in my mouth after sucking my finger on instinct. dross. D:

update

2007-12-15T02:38:00.001+08:00

lu! <3

hiakhiakhiak

boo, zhen's ignoring me. D:

i drew them on your fingers! :D

i love you too, james bond. (:

why is my camera so funky monkey?

season's greetings, loves! :D

some decorative mask at some hotel beside DFS. HAH. fancy

helo

2007-12-11T22:51:00.001+08:00

it's due time for another post, and a change in the blog song. hah.
back to lin you jiaaaa. :D
<3 you yoga.

i'm feeling hungry now, boo.
miss youuuuuuuu.

i'm emotionally exhausted now, are you satisfied with how affected i am now?

2007-12-09T02:55:00.000+08:00

unglam mama. HAHAHAR.

soupppp.

some building.

my favouritest shot. but blogger sucks. wont let me have upright pictures. D:

hey

2007-12-09T02:29:00.001+08:00

i promised pictures!
soooo. here they are! somee:

HAHAHA you silly, took this to try my camera. :)

you drew and took this :)

long exposure! :D

yumalicious. love.

wyncy looks damn funny. HAHAHAR.

watches. lalala. the shopowners were damn nice lah. bought at 10 when everyone else did at 8, they returned me $2! :D at FAREAST.

i love how the t70 can take such funky close up shots.
:D

hello

2007-12-08T03:13:00.000+08:00

I've been probably too emotionally drained these past few days that it's been affecting my physical self. Perhaps that my own excuse for being lethargic and lazy, but seriously, it's been quite the ride. Things have happened, and I've taken them in my stride. Worked about some, and not too much on others. At least things have been flattened out, not exactly too crisp; but some crinkles on the edges wouldn't hurt. My personal excuse of a recharge after several days of good rest has not seemed to work, sadly.

Ever since I've been exposed to certain relationships, I've been feeling not like myself these few days. blah. I have no idea why. Perhaps that's why people have a higher tendacy of becoming pent and emo after being so close to this 4 letter l word. boo. it's not becoming of me, and it's another side of myself I've yet to explore (first time okay. hahaha), and hopefully I'll surface the right side up. It just feels I'm missing the right puzzle piece at this point of time. I just wish someone could come up and draw the right fit with a felt tip marker, and slot it in. I wish. Lol.

Currently feeling kinda empty at the moment, no idea why. Again, the side of me that just wants to find an excuse for myself just wants me to say I'm too physically exhausted from being out so many days. But I have my personal doubts, could it plausibly be something else? Something which I've yet to figure out.

Where are you? :(

I've apologised one too many times, and that may seem surfacial (? wtf? you get my drift) but I really do mean it. I hope you understand that it comes from the bottom of my heart that I don't mean to see you broken but I'm sure with time, cracks heal. I'm really really glad we're fine and still the best as ever, but I really am not doing things on purpose against you. It's just I'm not feeling just like myself recently, which I'm sure again, time can restore. (I hope.) Let's not get overly sensitive, I'm not menopausal, maybe a little; but stop picking on it! hahahahar.

I'll post pictures soon. :D (first happy smiley of the post. yay.)

broken.

2007-12-06T02:04:00.000+08:00

i just have no idea what to do anymore. i've always thought i knew what was the ideal way to work about something, but i guess you can't be right all the times. i've been too insensitive, and overly ignorant about things.

i'm just really at a lost. i feel like i could potentially lose what i have right now, and it's just - i don't want to venture into those waters one bit.

i don't know, i feel broken. am i such a horrible person? i need to breath and reevaluate.

hahaha.

2007-12-03T02:39:00.001+08:00

goodbye wispy fringe. you'll forever be my one first love.

hello short fringe. :D i love you so.

new hair! :D even nyk didn't recognise me when he saw me at the EXPO. :D
it's a lighter tone of brown, and yuan qi called me an ahbeng. D: boo. scrap the g, i'm an ahben.
HAHAHAR.

sucks. all the pictures on my handphone mem card decided to delete itself after i forgot to padlock my phone. D: urgh. oh well. so many things i've yet to upload!! GAH. forget it, i need a new phone soon.

on a lighter note, i have my T70! :D it's so chio. i love it so. MWAH.

goodnight people.

hellloo

2007-11-29T02:45:00.000+08:00

Humongo bongo thank yous to each and everyone who has made my birthday so memorable and wonderful, you guys are fantastic! :D and to each and every person who wished me, you guys are great toooooo. Love ya'll bits and pieces. MWAH.

i'm listening to Salvin sing horribly on Skype, hahahaarr and to Jo and Sherwin discuss MU things.

i'm watching WITCH YOO HEE online, and its only episode 2 but its going good so far! (: funny shit.

so exciting!!! hair cut tmr, i can potentially get my dreams come true - red bangs. WAHAHAHA. see first laaaa.

HAYEHAYEHAYE. i need a job, i'm so broke. and i'm planning to get so many things laaahhhhh. sob. especially with a sitex fair coming up. D:
i need a temp, oh yes i do.

PHOTOBOOTH IS SO FUN LA. stretch and bulge! (:

glam shot now, hokay? :D

hihi.

2007-11-22T02:25:00.000+08:00

Hola.

Visited Zhen earlier today with everyone else at Gleneagles. Hope everything goes well and nothing is wrong.

I can't wait to see Wyncy's new haircut.

Salvin is like uber cute la.

Ticking ticking. says:
hw is wyncy's hair. i'm curious.
salvin....stupidity... says:
she look famine on the outside BUT
salvin....stupidity... says:
man in the inside

----

Jobless and Hungry. I sound like a hobo. says:
omg jellybeans are so yummy.
salvin....stupidity... says:
why neh u bought isit
Jobless and Hungry. I sound like a hobo. says:
the last time one
Jobless and Hungry. I sound like a hobo. says:
i now eating
Jobless and Hungry. I sound like a hobo. says:
HAEVNT FINISH
Jobless and Hungry. I sound like a hobo. says:
HAHAHA.
salvin....stupidity... says:
OMG i still have also
Jobless and Hungry. I sound like a hobo. says:
HI5
Jobless and Hungry. I sound like a hobo. says:
HAHAHA
salvin....stupidity... says:
i think lau hong liao lor
Jobless and Hungry. I sound like a hobo. says:
JELLYBEAN WONT LAOHONG ONE LAH
salvin....stupidity... says:
HI 5 "piak" sound effect

HAHAHA. omg.

hello

2007-11-18T22:11:00.000+08:00

here's something juicy for you to nibble on.

i have a mosquito bite.

HAHAHR. so exciting right. gg down to peace center early tmr to get my brochure printed. IM DONNNNNE. :D omg i so SMELL the end of typography. YAY.

a little more primming to do, a few more thumbnails and a little made up prepatory work and i'm ready for submission!!! so exciting.

2d on the other hand though, i hope ahmei turns out okay and that kj likes it, but i have a weird feeling he wouldn't. GAH. oh well, i wanted to do this, so no regrets. :)
holidays are cominnnnng~! hohoho.

home is so mosquito ridden especially after these few rainy days. so annoying.

OH YAHH!! I SAW INNOVA DA JIE AND HER NONO AT TM YST. !! :D so happy to see her again. although it was a casual hi,bye; it was heartwarming to see a familiar face. (:

hello

2007-11-16T00:19:00.000+08:00

i am losing things faster than the rate i breathe.
which is sad, cause i lost a marker, and a drawing pen within what? 2 weeks of purchase?

SOBSSSSSSSS. D:

i'm so fcking muddleheaded and messy, i should really kick the habit.

going to spend more money getting materials tmr. THIS SUCKS. spending money on things you have alr. bought, but somehow misplaced.

busy busy busy.

on a lighter note, i may be getting a matric card soon! sorry for troubling zan and whoever to help me open doors!! thanks :D

and since salvin's going to do something MEAN. D:

HAHAHAHA (:(:
i have to get to my typography now. this is one horrible module. *suffocates*

hahaha

2007-11-11T03:05:00.000+08:00

woo, excited. there's always a first time for everything and today was it!

my head feels a little heavy all because of a glass of jin(gin?) with coke and a slightly overdone lime d-something. i forgot the name.

tasted quite okay, but it's the first time i've really REALLY put my alcohol tolerance to the test with hard liquor. (gosh, i sound so green. HAH)

ohmygod, i'm going to die of a bad liver and hypertension because of all the salt they lined on the edge of the margarita cup. HAHAHA.

lychee and sesame ice cream at azabu was heavenly though, and the company plays a huge factor. :D helped relieve my heaviness slightly.
camwhored by the steps and everyone attemped the 5-lian-pai thing. cute.
pictures should come soon enough.

the chicken swiss at BK is sooooooooooooooooo delish. love it pls.

so poor thing right? instead of falling flat on the bed and snoring myself to lalaland, here i am drying my hair and scribbling some lines for the newspaper draft. GAHH. sob. i hate this. D:

boo.
i need to learn a new language soon. i feel so stupid when everyone else is discussing whatever japanese they've learnt. lolololio. i also need a new job, if time permits, for the holidays. !!!
can't wait for the block to end!!!
i can smell taiwan alr. !! :D

i have to type some inane stuff on words for my journal before i go to bed.
i love you, earth.
bai,bai.

HEY.

2007-11-08T23:56:00.000+08:00

this block is potentially a killer. :(

i hate how typo is giving me less than sufficient time for myself. its probably due to the fact i procrastinate like 3/4s of the time and when it gets down to crush time, i feel drowned. HAH.

all because its my own damn fault!
wahaha.

i have to scan in stuff soon, and resize and make sure it works, and pray to hell xorex is empty tmr. HARS.

i really should get started on my newspaper designs and my journals as well.
I HAVE 2 JOURNALS TO DO OKAY. i'll probably cook the 2dAF one up the day before the submissions. HEH.

loath!loath!loath!

ITSJUNSUTIME, PEOPLE!. ((:
(see what I mean? i spend more time tending to my blogs and fussing over what song is in built rather than doing my work. boo)

I really do think I need to get a pet soon. I'm spending more and more time talking to myself due to a lack of companionship at home. I think I'm going crazy. HEEEHEHEHEEEIAK.

kaye,kisses. bye.

hikikara

2007-11-08T04:21:00.000+08:00

stayover at jo's ! christine did my hair with moving rubber. lalala.

gioreen's unglam mo.

and a new do for emmanuel! new image, helmet! :D

tubes of paint

little bits and pieces of coloured cut outs for wheels and palettes. its just a tiny fraction kaye!

HEAVEN :D

PURE BLISS :D

contented fellows :D

view from the top.

and view from across in the night

the supposed kiwi that's going to poke your eye out.

act gram.

sherwin!

birthday boyyyyy. (:
YOU'RE 18 NOW!

hiatus.

2007-11-07T00:49:00.000+08:00

After a forever's long hiatus, I'm finally updating with a post! I'm not on Bertnam, sadly; so no new pictures! I've been sooooo caught up with work and staying back in school to finish colour wheels and palettes (sp?) that I haven't had like a standard solid dinner time. Given our curriculum, it could be 7, or even up till 10. Aye, being a designer is a good alternative to dieting. wahaha.

Haven't done any overly exciting things really, since I've last posted. The last most memorable event was celebrating Uncle's birthday at Waraku with Jo, Christine, Sherwin and Wyncy. Birthday boy's shocked expression was priceless, even though we thought we had leaked out our tiny little plan prior to the surprise itself. hahhah, Salvin cannnn get rather slow sometimes, hor?! hahaha.

Azabu Sabo ice cream was a bomb (both pricing and taste wise). My decision for milk chocolate was tasty, albeit safe and boring. Whilst others tried exotic flavours like milk tea and strawberry/blueberry yoghurt, we decided to share another cup of sea salt and caramel! ...no comments. I DON'T MEAN ITS BAD, ITS JUST.. UNDESCRIBABLE. HAH.

i do have substancial (sp?) to add though.
EATING AT WARAKU IS HEAVEN ON EARTH. MWAH.
the scallops, the prawns, the sotong!! *dies.

*cues Salvin's so bouncy a baby can bounce on it lor. or like king koil mattress. (so some other brand, I forgot)

Tried to sneak in to some bar (with a drawing block. LOL), but Jo's mom came too early. Oh well, some other time perhaps. :D And counted down to Salvin's birthday in his car. wahaha. Cute.

Moving back to reality, I've completed the current assignment for 2D, but I'm just purely procrastinating from doing typo. It is such a horrendous chore. Rework on this, edit that. Wah, tell you (see).- LOL.

Ho well, at least we've spent like fair time stressing out together in the studios till late nights picking colours for charts and what not. Sad but true.

Alas, with that I shall leave you all with something precious as I have no new pictures to post. Buhbye alligators.

(damn, it's supposed to be a gif, but it's not playing. shucks.)

HARRO.

2007-10-29T12:20:00.000+08:00

You see, hahaha; I'm in a class right now with Pek Ghek you see. And you know, I don't have my matric card, you see; so I had to you know, wander about outside the you see, class.

You see, I have to report my missing card soon, you know. Otherwise, you see, I cannot enter the you know class. D: D: D:

byeeeee. (:
you see.

Hello

2007-10-27T18:04:00.001+08:00

It's due time for some expired pictures ! :D Mainly consists of the one at Esplanade and the Fountain of Wealth.

haro

2007-10-25T23:07:00.000+08:00

Hellow everyone. I have been so enticed and engrossed by Digimon recently that I think Touma H. Norstein is damn sexxx. :D Rich and clever. I should find a boyfriend like that someday, whom I can live off. HAHAHA. Raramon is damn cute la.

Bused back to school today for OTC interview and add/drop. Thanks Bell and Sujun. :D And thanks Zhen who agreed to go with me. hahahar. Ahhhhh, Edwin was totally stressing lurh, boo. I think the odds of entering the entire system is so slim D:

Add/drop today was stupid. Waited for Wyncy and went about for Add/Drop. Scurried about to find a place to print timetables. The woman at Xorex was being rather anal about the crowd flow. (was the wife i think, not the helper). The one stop centre woman didn't allow us to print timetables as well. Damn. The woman at the DGO was damn nice to help me print :D my savior. so drama.

I still have yet to report my missing matric card. Heh.

In the end, still no changes to the timetable cause there were no spare modules to replace my public speaking. gahhh. Have to cope with 9-9 then, I guess. And rot during the 6 hours somewhere.

Ayeeee. at Jo's house now watching Christine and Emmanuel play Puzzle Fighter together. :D Some people had absolut pear and the the highness is just about to sink in. Let the recording begin! :)

helo

2007-10-24T01:32:00.000+08:00

I absolutely cannot belief my horrible fate!!

omgomgomg.
i fricking bought a harddisc that cannot be configured by mac.

hell. actually i didn't buy, i got someone to get it for me cause he had a campus sale
but it makes no sense figuring i bought my mac with him, and he uses a mac himself.

isn't it common sense to get a mac compatible harddrive?!! D:

perhaps it can be configured but i'm too blonde to figure out now.
i have this horrible habit of pushing blame and being so negative. i should kick it out the window.

I.CANNOT.BELIEF.THIS.

HAR.

2007-10-23T02:22:00.000+08:00

I absolutely detest when its down to crunch time, and I have to get details and people just donnnnn't reply my msgs. Gah. Lol. I have a horrible habit of being exceptionally kancheong and flustered then.

I wonder what's happening to me. Lol. My hearing in my right ear has gone a little sore, I cna't hear right (mind the pun hahaha).

Oh well, group projects. How lousy they make us all feel. Been there, done that. I KNOW YOUR PAIIIIIN. :D

I adore Wada Kouji to bits and pieces!

what a random picture at such a random time. i shall sleep, and i shall wake up when i choose to, then. tata~

hi

2007-10-22T01:21:00.000+08:00

Hello butter faces. :D

I feel a little greasy and queasy, having had a sumptuous BBQ meal to celebrate the return of my aunt from Australia and her husband. Lawls. I'm going to die of cancer one day. Heh.

I'm bored of my lifeeee.
There's nothing interesting that adds sass. Hmm.

I've got this itch in my gut to colour my hair once more, and cut a straight fringe like Daphne's!

HURHUR. maybe?
perhaps then, i'll lead an exciting enough life.

TAKE A RISK, YA?! :D

i need to upload pictures on bertnam soon. :(

heh

2007-10-21T02:58:00.000+08:00

I'm a little upset and disappointed with how priorities were placed today. Given the fact that I'm willing to sacrifice something of equal, if not more importance and the fact you didn't floors me. It makes me think that I'm no more worthy than psychological reassurance attained by bound paper. Perhaps there were given circumstances, I don't know. Whatever, don't care. over alr.

First time I've teared again in a long time for personal reasons. What a stupid reason, the last time was. Looking back few months from now, this will probably be as lame.

Perhaps I'm too drama.

PS for dinner with Amanda. Everyone else came up short and wern't free. Had the strawberry ice thingy (supposedly like those in Taiwan) on the basement level. Was sweeter than a jar of sugar, and pretty sour as well. Lol. Up to you to interpret if its good or not. Played Bball and couldn't beat the high score. Was close, but still couldn't. :( 510 with 501. Lol.

Some couple who completely didn't look the role owned us with 667 or something. Pro. The very fact that someone got 984 or something appalls me. Is that even possibly human? Lawls.

Oh well, went back to Novena to touch up with the final presentation. Few more days, and I'll be over with what I have in hand and into the next block. Looking forward to the holidays already. HAH.

I want to complain though. I have a horrible timetable for Weeks 37-40.

Photo (9am-12pm)

Public Speaking (6pm-9pm)

a lovely 6 hour break from me to you. EVERY.SINGLE.DAY. for the entire 3 weeks. Kill me.

That's about what? 90 hours of break for the entire block? More than 3 days worth. Heh.

something in me actually looks forward to working and getting to know new people. the added source of income does come off attractive as well! :D

on a lighter and more pleasant note, i had my grape ice cream today again! and only today did i get the card thing. the other girl cheated me of two chops! no joke okay, it wouldave helped me get on my way to my first half-priced cone!!

heh

2007-10-19T02:04:00.000+08:00

RUFFFFFLES!!!!!! :D

tsk tsk, being concerned is one thing, being obsessed is another.
anyways, not my prerogative. HAH.

have.to.finish.this.report.by.4.am.so.i.can.sleep.in.peace.

AT LEAST PCOMD's OVER TMR!
omgggg, i want to scream.

i fricking got public speaking as my CDS.
read back to review my dilemma, and you'll see what set me back to such a miserable state.
so lame. lol.
it better be easy to score in, that will be like my ONLY incentive. D:

cookie.

2007-10-18T00:31:00.000+08:00

oh my goddddd, stressness all over.
the only backdoor out of it, is to comfort myself by constantly reminding moi brain that it's all going to end in what? less than a week.

it is rather comforting to know, when you're constantly emphasizing that time and time again to yourself, but the truth be known; the preparation and the process is utterly horrendous, and that's a fact you cannot deny.

i'm looking forward to a clean and laid back block next week; which would probably be blasphemy; figuring NO MODULE in design is clean and laid back. horrivegetable.

had my lovelyyyyyy grape ice cream today; was fabbbbulous; as expected. It's so lovely, I wonder how the Koreans come up with such fantabulously tasting food like that. Yummalicious.

blogger has an errrorrr. i can't show u guys ruffles!!

ouch

2007-10-16T16:18:00.001+08:00

Ouch omg my knees hurt. I feel like an old man who is rheumatism-stricken. D: LOL

DEY ARE GG TO KBOX WITHOUT MEEEEE.
how dare they?
who are they, who are they?! [nikki/]

HAHAHA. i make no sense.
LOLIO.
i just found out i have 23/30 for my consulation report. boooo.
and the reason why i'm so crazy may be possibly due to me not eating anything for soooo long. i haven't eaten anything since like, what? 10? D:

probably just a bite of fish from emmanuel, and two bits of black peppered pork chop, which uncle has absolutely no tolerance for. NOOOOOB. :D

will put up pictures soon, when i go home and get on bertnam.
introduce ruffles to all of you.
:D

he's such a cutie pie.

ETA: we're going to novena later to celebrate emmanuel's birthday? HMM.
YAY. grape ice cream. hwalala. lovely lovely ice creammm. kisses.

im so screwed.

2007-10-10T00:13:00.001+08:00

I'M SO SCREWED, I'M SO SCREWED, I'M SO SCREWED!

hollers to the world, at the top of my lungs.
i just submited my pcomd work 6 minutes late, and that's like suicidal in this field.

shoot me please, I expect a C and no more from PComD, which is sad.

URGH

2007-10-08T22:04:00.001+08:00

peeved, and stressed.

TIRED

2007-10-08T00:24:00.000+08:00

I am bushed, and have sinned for two days flat.

D:

calories, calories.
what can I do to put you out of my life.

I still have to work on EXERCISE TWO. URGHHH.
and I shall detail-ly blog about the happenings soon enough.

hello,:D

hello

2007-10-04T11:20:00.000+08:00

like omg, i have bangs now. my fringe is almost equal length and covering my brows. Consultation is at 1, and I have work to do, which I do not feel like doing.

THIS IS SADDDDDDDDDDDD. D:

omg

2007-10-04T01:29:00.000+08:00

I can't wait to shout out how much I hate this block when its all over.

It's depriving me of my sleep, so much, so much. I was slobbering around like a zombie earlier.

Urgh, I have yet to do my cover letter or resume. I give up. My bed is calling me.

Even my report is only half way done. D:

hello.

2007-10-03T01:19:00.000+08:00

i'm watching 100%, and at the same time trying to get something done for my classes tomorow. i have a write up to work on for marketing soon. going to the doc's tomorrow! blahhhhh. I stuck all my green stickers on Wyncy's adaptor earlier, they're not very sticky (lousy la, its only 10 tickets each) but at least its decoration? i'm so thoughtful right?! wahaha. a bit disappointed the 'sanim' dropped and disappeared into oblivion though.

had dinner at ikea, chicken leg thingy, and 2 wings for dinner. (yes, i do realise that's a lot of chicken) and i'm soooo grossed out by the smell of chicken alr. i swear i'm not going to eat any main courses from IKEA's restaurant anymore. i'll probably binge on the one dollar hot dogs downstairs and the yummylicious soft ice cream.

i'm going to have to remind myself to bring back xuefen's stuff tomoro cause she needs them soon. so silly, i forgot to bring today !! D:

i'm a little caught on jolin's te wu J, and song xin ni falling on her ass whilst trying to pole dance is hilarious.

I need a haircut soon,
I hate marketing and PcomD,
I want to sleep innnn,
I want a surprise present,
I need a holiday,

so many things, so little time, so little money. who wants to sponsor? mcdonalds?

dingding!! my beloved cutie.

heaps and mountains'ful of beehon

YAYYYYY, YUMCHA ON SATURDAY. I NEED MY MONTHLY DOSAGE OF HAR GAU. :D :D :D REJOICE.

ps. pole dancing seems fun. ._.

fCk

2007-10-01T21:08:00.000+08:00

I have this uncontrollable overwhelming urge to slap the fucking old man. So he claims he fucking threw away the cover for the adaptor head cause he reckoned nobody needed it. Who is he to fucking claim anything like that. Fucking old man, I'm pissed aye. I can't wait till he dies of a recurring cancer cell or something drastic and painful. He hasn't even done anything to prove himself of being a potentially worthy relative in any way. Urgh, I'm so disgusted I can't go on.

Chen Wei Lian is so ugly, I just saw him on an advertisement. I feel bad and a little guilty cause he's blind, but whatever; this is my blog. Besides, I'm feeling venomous enough already, at this point of time.

I saw a Jay Zhou lookalike on the bus just now, probably 70%? Quite freaky. Lol.

I'm probably so flared up because I had KFC for lunch and dinner just now, blah. Hopefully tomorrow will be a healthy day. Heh.

candlelight, starbright.

grandma is sick, and can't cook. she's asleep for the entire time and i'm worried for her D:
this is so unfair, how can the fucking old man be perfectly fine!?
urgh, if only things were reverted.

Galah.

2007-10-01T01:11:00.000+08:00

So sick and tired of losing things alr. and spending unnecessary money to replace them. urgh. At times like these, I'm so willing to move out and stay alone, cause I keep blaming others for losing my stuff. Perhaps then, I'd realise I'm the one at fault, OR manage to keep my things in place for afterall, I know where MY things are and I wouldn't move them about and misplace stuff. Maybe?

On a lighter note, had dinner at AMK hub with Amanda at some Taiwan eatery thing. Wasn't that bad as the exterior looked, and I wouldn't mind patronising them again. Hahahah. Watched 'da2 ren2s' at the arcade shoot hoops. Jaw-dropping I tell you. Especially the fact that they are what, probably not older than sec 3? And the very thought of them being capable of shooting over 700 points worth of balls at that astounding speed amazes me. Also, judging by their appearance, you'd probably never figured they had such talents. Never judge a book by its cover aye. Hahhah.

Played our equal fair, and laokuied. LOL.

Sat at Mac and watched S11 aunties and laughed till I almost lost my mental stability. Walked back about hub and headed for the arcade one last time before heading home, and the 2-3 da rens were still there! I can barely imagine how much they spend daily, on the arcade. Eesh, probably enough to buy me something fancy.

Found loose tickets hanging about some machine, and traded the tickets for sticker!

HAHAHAH. FREE STICKER ANYONE? :D

2007-09-29T01:49:00.000+08:00

Stayover at Wyncy's yst. :D was fun.

had the student ambass chalet at changi before that, and that place albeit deserted, was HUGEEEEE as fCk. i swear we have to have a chalet there, it's great for accomodating huge number of people. were kinda antisocial at first, but we slowly managed to ice break ourselves eventually and had to leave just as the fire just started to get hot. :( (was raining, so they made a makeshift pit of aluminium trays). The amt of beehoon was preposterous. you'll understand when i get the pictures up. stole our last minute satays and bade farewell!

I SWEAR, why do people like to kill me first in murderer games?! Makes me sad. ):

dinner after that was Ajisen at Parkway, teriyaki dry was salty though, blegh. anyways.

stocked on whatever we had to, bubble tea and OCK and what not and bused over to Wyncy's.

salvin,wyncy,christine,jo,wenlin,calvin,alyssa,tony,emmanuel,vincent,me. am i missing out anybody?

wyncy stays in this huggggeee land-spaced house in Eunos which could accomodate us, thankfully. had semi tong xiao mahjong and lost $1.40. D: BOOOOO. Now Calvin's going to use the fact that he helped me win once as an excuse. Hahahaha, no fair! Tony's mother suddenly requested for him to go home without a rhyme or reason, so he had to; and as did Alyssa. everyone else stayed though, for mahjong, cards, dingding and dongdong.

bought beer in the wee hours at 7-11 where the cashier asked if we had umbrella (rihanna) on the phone, which none of us had at that time, so sadly; we couldn't transfer. uncle didn't get sehhh on like 1/2 a can of heineken, which is depressing. no more jokes about him high :(

beer makes me emo. especially heineken. i don't know why, it's probably the bitter aftertaste.

we finally stopped at abt 4, and headed upstairs to the comforts of an air conditioned room. wahhhh. played truth or dare with jumbo cards and made fun of vincent's sleeping form. HAHAHA. slept at about 6 and woke up ard 11 ish the next day.

greeted by dingding and dongdong in the early morning, weee. :D jo had to leave early to the airport and vincent took the shun feng che. walked over to a hokkien mee shop where even the cheapest plate costs $4. D: was good though, and auntie favoured me with 4 prawns instead of 3. ^^" *beams BUSED HOME ! :D and slept from about 4-9.30.

woke up and got mummy to buy me horfun for dinner cause she finished all the side dishes that were meant to be kept for me!! and i just found out that my grandmother mixed my kelloggs corn with my breakfast bran under the same packet. old people are so anal, it's not as though an extra pack of thing is getting in your way, aye?! makes me depressed, now it tastes weird. :(

everyone loves a dork, so i'm ending my post here. hahs.

fish sticks.

2007-09-27T02:23:00.000+08:00

fish sticks and chocolate rain!!
i've lost my strive to blog. D:

i'm pretty sure it will come back soon enough,
just after i mourn over the fact by HAOYI is eliminated from StarSearch. ):

jonathankangzhenxinnnnng. weeee.

when we were still pre-freshies in innova. :)

i missed ivan today, so i msged him and wished him well for exams! weee. so nice of me aye. HAHAHAR.

konnnnayukiiii nehhh~

Lol.

2007-09-24T01:23:00.001+08:00

Wow, everyone's acting up and being so reminiscent and teary-eyed (i imagined this, just let me win okay!!/ ala~salvin) about the new timetable, and don't get me wrong!! i totally echo their thoughts. I'm just not one who express it well in literate forms and I'm not good with emotions and all that thingies. I just really want to give a simple shout out to my fellow classmates:

Time really flies. It's been what? countable months since we've formed the class and I can honestly say I've bonded with a vast majority of you guys. I've enjoyed the times we laughed at uncle, wenlin's whining, joleen's nesses, wyncy's manliness and many many more! I can't list them all out, I can't afford to; or I'll tear! (maybe, hahaha) But all in all, I just want you guys to know I've really enjoyed the times I've shared with each and every one of you through the months and despite the fact our timetables take a turn for the worse (as in, we don't get to see each other as much), I do look forward to bumping into all, if not most; of you in school! Please please please do meet up frequently and I sincerely do mean it, it's been a pleasure and a complete blessing to be able to spend the entire (okay, 5/6?) span of the semester with you guys. This could be the start of a great poly life. :D LOVES.

And to my north vista beloved group of besties; no i haven't forgotten you guys!! don't feel all neglected cause I haven't been eating the best food with you guys or spending the most time with ya'll and I'm sorry! I know you guys don't take it to heart, and say it with a joking manner (or do you? HAHAHA) but I want all of you to know, I cherish each and everyone of you and I'm glad for the fact that you've been a part of my life. You all know how much I appreciate you guys right!! Arigato, (i think it looks better spelt without u, whatever) for sticking with me through thick and thin throughout the 4 years, and up till now. I hope all of that will never end, I LOVE YOU GUYS. ganbate! :D

Wow, that was something aye. I watched a big half part of "A litre of tears" and it's really set my priorities straight in life, to cherish every single thing and person around you- each day you live, without any regrets. To top it off with a lovely little cherry, I've picked up some japanese terms! :D

What's an entertaining post without a picture? I couldn't find anything on my (desktop) of sentimental value, so a chicken shall do for now. I hope it reflects how I really think of you guys, do my thoughts justice! ((:

AYE, it's a celebratory sacrificial chicken from china okay. mai siao siao. It may be dead, but it's soul has been captured on film. Don't pray pray.

kabooka

2007-09-20T17:24:00.000+08:00

At the mac lab now. Like omg, just found out the new time table schedule.

Splitting classes!! and what's worse is my lessons are from 12-6pm !!!!!!!!!!!!11111111

BAHHHHHHHHH. KILL ME.

Helo.

2007-09-19T22:19:00.001+08:00

I'm still a little upset at the fact that Eric Dill left TC5. Kyle Patrick obviously does NOT have a voice as distinguished and intruiging as Eric does. Sadly, I sense it will be the end of both Eric's and TC5's career. Boo. They've totally gone on a new image too! Which is SADDDD. I'm an upset fanboy.

I'm listening to "give it up to me" by sean paul. hahhaar. catchy. makes me want to dance; at the same time, reminds me of MISS USA RACHEL (something, reyes I think) who fell flat on her ass during the eveninggown round of Miss Universe 2006/7? when this song was played.

LOL. funny times.

Bused down myself to get donuts from Munchy cause Zhen had some calf problem and also because I've still got BUS CONCESSION. Oi vey! It's such a lovely thing to have. Got my donuts and uncle met me later, cause he needed to modify his PSP. gahhhhh, i'm such a bad donut handler; I swear your strawberry donuts will become straw-nana-chocolate-pop-berry donuts.

I'm that bad, the box was flying about. HAHAHR. Uncle got a free monster hunter 2 game or something which I took forever to figure out playing on the bus. Thinking back, I still don't know what to do. stupid game urh, can't even jump!! Not my fault the controls are sooooo lame. Hahs.

Suddenly I'm thinking it all wouldn't work anymore.

Do I have this fierce, qian bian, lan jiao bin when I don't smile at all? This whole day I was getting intent glares from civilised-like, suit wearing people whom I just merely looked at. This makes me sad. I'm harmless, I swear!!

shimmering falls. :D

Hello

2007-09-19T10:50:00.000+08:00

Something cropped up with the font size and all that jazz. I tried resolving the problem but the font size looks different from before, ahhhh. Oh well. It's a new layout and I kinda like it.

:D

changed the song also. No more emo nemo song for all you fans! HAHAHAR.
XING GUANG BANG <3

gahz.

2007-09-18T23:43:00.000+08:00

Waking up from my after chalet sleep; I had the kuso-est wake up hair ever. Hah. Damn cool man.

I dislike when people don't comply to even my smallest request. So annoying.

Fu.

Are you the one? :D
i can only hope it will work..

i just changed the blog layout. I think it looks fantabulously hot.
despite the fact i stole some pictures off deviantart; I EDITED THEM HOKAY. hahaha.

andrew.

2007-09-17T01:14:00.000+08:00

I wish I were a musician, I really do. Violinist, harmonica-ist, whateverist; also can. I think music lets you escape into a world of surreality and pretense security. When you're into the mood and playing an instrument, I really think you'd subconciously be transported to another world of your own. Maybe in your mind or something, but then again; it's one of the only other worlds where you can be alone and do your own things.

No wonder people always said classical music was chim.

Makes me think how come I didn't appreciate the recorder then? Hmm.

Recorder lousy lah. Flute or something more outstanding. More qi-pai. hahaha. I think my command of english really is slipping through my fingers. I don't read as much anymore; and I have to take uber long to get that word off the tip of my head. Sometimes I don't even remember the right word to use, and I find a less-than-impressive substitute. Bahhhh.

I really need to get a grasp on the english language again. boo.

going to check into a chalet in less than 13 hours ! sweet. hahahar. uncle don't emo nemo alr. okay. :D smile.

i'm sooooo tempted to go buy munchy donuts before I check in. hmmm.

lets keep a secret; just you and me. okay?

boob

2007-09-16T18:46:00.001+08:00

Oh my gosh, this is such a calamity!

I saw another person with another piece of clothing I have! GAHHHHHH. This is bad. (It's supposed to be rare too, figuring it's BUM and not Newbie or something.)

FASHION DISASTER.

i have to get my clothing overseas liao. i'll fly away to somewhere whenever I feel like having shopping sprees.

SWEE BO!

if only I were that rich.

FASHION POLICE, I NEED YOU.

I wasn't intending to blog cause I was too lazy until I browsed friendster. Now my heart is shattered, never to be repaired. This is highly disheartening.

napped just now, cause i got woke up in the early mornings (just when i was about to fall into a deep slumber, dang. IT WAS RAINING TOO, SO SHIOK LA. WAHLAO) to get prepared to go to the temple. family was moving the ancestral tablets over, so yeah; can't complaint that much aye. So fillial as I was, I got up and everyone was here alr! wahhhh. guilt trip, but nehmind, still must wait for another uncle and his vehicle before we could leave.

okayokay. long story cut short. off to the temple and the monk prayed. had vegetarian egg noodles (which i didn't really like; it's a matter of preference hokay. not cooking.) and there so many kids in these yellow tees in buddhism studies class. Wah so cool, machiam cell, the chee-nah version. Tempted to join, but so old alr. hahaha, and I feel so sinful; but oh well.

I really like the temples, ahhh serenity. So peaceful. Hmmmmm. No, I'm not going to be a monk, I don't think. Hahaha. I just like the atmosphere, oooh. :D

the lost and forbidden friendster pic. hiakhiak.

Uncle

2007-09-15T02:10:00.000+08:00

Uncle removes his Xuxu with Ibsen's help. Uncle's so hilarious, feel free to hold the music by the right for clearer hearing. (Doesn't really need clear hearing though; just wasted 0.125 seconds of your time clicking the pause button. Hah-hah.)

wahlao

2007-09-15T01:54:00.000+08:00

I can officially inform everyone that I have misplaced my matriculation card. (Argh, this sucks so bad) I have searched high and low at home in every other possible place that it could be and it isn't there! Blah. I mean, which idiot would choose to steal a matriculation card, of all things. I sincerely hope whoever took it would kindly return it back to the design GO of Temasek Poly, pls. (Though I doubt someone took it. I have this huge hunch that it's still within the premises of my home, but I have no idea where it is.)

It's at times like this, you wish you were an Xmen. I want to be a human GPRS tracker, so I can find out exactly where everything I want is. Lest you spend redundant time searching for something just right in front of you. Little mundane things like that make you late for appointments, you see. Bahh.

If I can't find it any sooner before the next semester, I would most probably have to report it, otherwise someone could potentially use my card to steal books out of the library (which would be absolutely horrendous, shit i better stop giving them ideas) and another stash of yuan wang qian would be wasted, due to my carelessness. D: Sob. $30++ aye, I heard. No joke. Who wants to sponsor me?

So bored, nothing to do, and it's almost two.

I feel so lethargic and tired. I swear it must be all the digesting I made my body do today; the sakae buffet and everything. It's taking it's toll and wearing my tummy out. I assure you I've gained several pounds after today's little less-than-extravagant treat. Sad.

I'm so tired I could collapse anytime. The aftermath of the bites from Sentosa are finally start to sink in. so itchy la! GAHH. nowhere to go tmr. D: I better opt to go to places where you don't have to pay. (then again, it's so rare in singapore.) I'm still moping over the factI lost my matric card. I'm still moping over the fact my final marks for the sculpture is less than somebody's. I shall cry myself to bed now, then. Joking. Lol

So lost, so lost. What can I do but wait?

fd

2007-09-12T13:33:00.000+08:00

omg. i can't belief i forgot to blog abt it.

the handle of the shower adjuster knob broke, and i stood there stoning while the water kept flowing out of the showerhead. i freaked out thinking the water would just flow for the whole night cause the knob SNAPPED; and we'd have to change pails in the middle of the night every 10 minutes. it didn't come lose. mom came to the rescue and I went to the other toilet to shower. gross.

I swear my home's decor is so awful. I want to move sooooon. Okay, I love the ammenities but the interior of this home really needs a makeover. It just reminds me of an abandoned ahma's place in marine parade. Gahhhh.

I DESIGN STUDENT SOMEMORE EH.

buaytahan.

if only we all struck lottery.

bulb also blow alr. Lol. Bahhh.

Hello.

2007-09-12T02:54:00.000+08:00

Fun day, accompanied uncle with Jo to get his contacts today; and bought donuts. Weeeee. Uncle's super duper abnormal. Hahahar. Getting good stuff everyday is burning a whole into my account. Sadness. Zzz. I'm going to declare bankrupt soon. Had Sakae today. Hehh.

Yst was awesome also. Slacked under the moonlight by the river quay and had thai express. drew, scribbled and dangled our feets over the rail before we all started to miss our blankies. thanks min da for the shun feng che! :D

Oh Frutti from Munchy's is realllly good. I swear. God, I'm so tired. I'm going to turn in soon, so this entry will be short and sweet. Can't wait for tmr's outting again. Tire myself out even before the holidays have taken their toll. Hiakhiak.

I think I'm coming to terms with stuff, which relieves me of a huge burden. :D

I'm trying to find Hey You by Madonna. Anyone has?

NIGHTS

Oh, the river so still. We've been there, we've done that. We've left our marks. Hah.

GET WELL SOON, NYKELAS ! :D (this is supposed to be orange, but idk why blogger is fCking up D:)

Module ends in less than 24hours.

2007-09-09T17:22:00.000+08:00

Excitement. The module ends in less than 24 hours, so that's something exciting that I can't wait for. The freedom, the outtings; I hear them calling my name. Ahhh. The birds chirping, so fairy-tale like. Wahaha. I'm so cuckoo alr. All the work has sinked me into a crazy downward spiral of mental retardation.

HAIR DYED. BROWN. WHEE. Lol. Although it was supposed to be kim, butttt. black doesn't take in blonde that well. At least it even changed colour, so that's a plus pt. :D

Stayed up till almost 5 to get my sculpture thingies done. I pray and hope that I can print in 70dpi and all turns out still well. Otherwise, I swear I'm going to slit my throat. D: Aerosol, static, and Post cereal. That's all I'm living on, which is rather depressing.

The biting of chemical is just starting to sink in, and my scalp barely hurts; so its tolerable I guess.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS MODULE TO BE OVER. D: WOOO.

I swear I'm so happy by mid-afternoon on Monday that I could break out into a song like Zac Efron on HSM. HAHAHAR.

Hello

2007-09-09T15:45:00.000+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

GOODLUCK ! :D You'll need it. hahahar.

GalaGalatoo

2007-09-07T15:17:00.000+08:00

Superstar Wannabe! :D

HAHAHAR.

Okay, tell you what; this presentation is taking forever and I've yet to have lunch! D: BLAH. Lol. Not eaten since yesterday night, and tummy is grumbling! Amanda and Nyk are waiting for me at the library, blahs; so I shall have to leave when I'm done. Phone a little siao alr. Can't take calls or call out. Shucks.

GAHHHH..
phone just went siao just now. tan-shi-bu; tan-shi-bu; tan-shi-bu. LOL D:

Golly-geenezz.

I'm going crazy. My sculpture is barely done. ):

SOTLIAOSOTLIAOSOTLIAO. i have to wipe Bertnam's pi gu. Byebye, Bertnam has been a naughty boy. So dirty!

BOOLALA

2007-09-06T23:25:00.000+08:00

I CUT MY HAIR OLELI!!111oneshift!1

:D

but the fringe is like super short compared to the one before. blahhh. that's why you CUT hair right? make it short.

hiak hiak.
i'm so dead-ed. i have like no storyboards done. buh-lah-die. D:

lol

2007-09-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

I'm just going to branch off this blog into a new subcategory for my own benefits. I'm giving myself a space and another option to vent frustrations and real inner feelings. Lol. Don't worry, I'm not going to cut myself; I just feel I should let it out of me, rather than just take it all in. So it won't be the everyday mandatory what-we-do things all the time anymore; get ready. Har.

I loathe hypocrissy. I really do. Stop acting like you care please. I'm so sick and tired of this facade. You care like what, 2 peanuts worth? Seriously; I'm so over it. Get your act over and done with and tell me what you truly want.

Perhaps I'm merely just peaking the tip at teenage angst.
Immature,
Childish,
I like those adjectives. I don't want to grow up just yet. D:

Hello.

2007-09-05T00:48:00.001+08:00

Work work work in school till it was like 7:30pm, goshness. BLAH.

Dinner was like; 2 hotdogs from IKEA, 1/2 a pack of Casava Tapioca chip from the vending machine, several free Famous Amos chips, a blue coral snow ice bubble tea and a cup of cereal when I got home. Oh well. Hahaha ! My route to dieting! (With that much sugar intake, it'll probably be like the other way about, blahhhh. ._.)

I love the popping sound of Post blueberry cereal in cold milk. Appetizing!

I really want to thank uncle for helping me out with my base today! :D Thank you sooo muchness. Sooo tired after winding in and out the 3 other flowers. Goshness. Out of wires, so we had to go opposite school to actually PAY for our materials before we even started. Such a horrible plight. Gah. Totally went crazy doing the sculpture. Boredom does that to you, triple cringe.

Thanks to Nyk and Amanda too for being concerned. HEARTS. I feel loved. I'll have to see if I can make it and attend the thing-thong tomorrow. Sorry ! D: Missdom.

I hate wires.
I hate winding.
I have like 2 (dried) bleeding cuts on my right hand.
I have like a gazilonka scratches.
I think Joleen's husband aka the plier, is really blunt.

HAHAHA. let me tell you something. I was soooo tired on the bus right, I fell asleep and overshoted, and went all the way to J8. LOL. Hilarious huh. Blah. Soon bian walked about since there were like seasonal store wide sales everywhere. Got nothing though. PoA has like $10 tees if anyone's interested.

Bye bye. I need to go do something.

fCk

2007-09-04T14:00:00.000+08:00

Not really in a good mood now. So sick and tired of putting in effort and not getting recognised for the effort put in. Perhaps its a proper deserved reflection of whatever I've done, but it sure doesn't reflect the effort I've actually anchored in to get the work done.

Besides, your work isn't exactly the best work on planet either.. At least in my own opinion. (I'm not talking about myself, though no doubt mine's barely even there. Lol)

Maybe i'm just a little too hard on myself; or asking too much from my abilities. Whatever. I'm just so tired of trying this block. I hope a well deserved rest will nature my ego and put me back in stride again. Maybe, just maybe. This is what it's like to be discouraged. Heh.

Gahh

fCk.

I'm so over it.

Gah.

2007-09-03T01:39:00.000+08:00

Gotta bring Bertnam to sch tmrow. Charging him up now, fueling him with sufficient energy and horsepower to run in like 9 hours.

I've decided. His full name shall be
Bertnam Mackenzie Tan.
oh my goshness. too clever. note the smart homographic usage with mackenzie? hiak hiak hiak. i should applaud myself for that.

gosh the lack of sleep is driving my sanity through the roof.

note to self: cut my nails soon; it hurts when i remove my contacts with sharp nails. fCk.
I'm too lazy to brush my teeth today, so I just gurgled listerine. I think that should work. Besides; i feels like it works even stronger than colgate.

Bought hairdye yst! Should be working on my hair soon once the hols start. Get a cut and colour. Excitement. Geeezers. :D

Nights! I shall sleep now and think of ideas on the bus tomorrow. ._.

LOLZERS

2007-09-03T01:03:00.000+08:00

I'll post about what happen yesterday; since today was too hilarious and I've yet to get the pictures from Jo yet; so. HAHAHAR. I'll postpone it to sometime again. :D

Ard to AMK Jubilee Area with family cause Mama wanted to get new reading specs. Lol. Pick and chose and came up with something flashy orangey. Hot. Dinner at S88 or whatever that's called. Wasn't the bestest; but yeah. Heh. Back to Hub for grocery shopping and shun bian stock up on house tidbits. Hiakhiak. Cabbed home cause grandmama wanted to get alot of stuff. Weee.

And that was about it..

YA.

put it short; i just wanted to blog la hokay?! LOL.

changing the song to something from lin you jia yoga. it's pretty good (he's not the original singer of that song) but he has like way weird pronunciation. He recites ren as jyen? Gosh, i don't even know how to type what he calls it as. Hahahar. Nevermind, sidetracking.

Came up with something for VPEss tomorow, but I've got a feeling it's something keejan won't have a feel for. So it's probably back to the drawing board for more ideas in the meanwhile. Bahhhs. This sucks. I can't wait for the holidays to like, come. Blahhh. Gooshness, busy busy week to come. Birthday celebrations, Steamboats, Kboxes. Many many more! Not forgeting the dough, ready to be fried with every coming occasion. Going pok like pork alr. SADNESS.

Alright. Tatata, have to go work on some clever ideas for tomorrow now. Won't want to fail this one, do we? :D

Minda forwarded me a super unglam uncle picture. I won't post it up for his own privacy's sake; but i have it saved!! HARHARHAR. It's damn funny, I was laughing to myself damn hard. Goshness, I shan't talk about it anymore and let him win sometimes. =x Lol!

fsafd

2007-09-01T01:50:00.000+08:00

Today was a blast, I really had fun. :D
but now I'm fricking tired, like I could collapse any moment. I guess this entry is probably just like for formaity's sake? Hahahar. Just like how me downloading Xin Guang Bang members' songs off Baidu now is. Lol.

I have to work on my redrawing of the cubes tomorrow; but it's another afternoon altogether. So I shall procrastinate and be the person I am. Love. I think I'll probably be dreading making the final sculpture altogether. More wires; the loathesome medium. BAHzzzz.

Bye; Nights and Kisses. Har.

Le' Fancies. :D

Off to bed, Off to dream, Away to Lalalanddd.

Entry

2007-08-31T13:37:00.000+08:00

Hello ! :D

I'm in class now, blogging whilst Farhanah is talking about Elsie Yu or something. GAH. Lol. Uncle's beside me, just back from presentation; now flaring up on his breathing disorder. LOL. He's so funnnnnnnneh. And Wyncy on the other side of me, is supporting me with ideas to shoot at SALVINNN. HAHAHAR.

Earlier was fantabulous. Lol. Back to NV, accompanied by a simple greet from people I know really made my day. WEE. :D
Walking up the spiral staircase was somewhat like going back up memory lane. WOOO. Meeting them again after, hiak hiak.

I <3 SECONDARY SCH. (:

Sadness

2007-08-30T23:50:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was tons of fun. Met Nyk and Amanda's mates after at Business. Some had to leave for home earlier; so that was that. But the rest sorta went down to Dhoby to slack, hahahar. HM, WZ, Nyk, Amanda, Don and meeee; HIP DINER anyone? T'was okayyy lah. Abit dry for my liking though. Went arcade siao at Xchange after that; had like consecutive showdown and tag teams against each other. HAHHAR. and DDR, and lota. Stayed until they shut down the power and chased us out ! LOL.

More slacking at Long Island yet again to celebrate Amanda's first day of independence. LOL; and home after.

Hiak, fun. :D

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Today was rather disappointing though. I don't see how people who put in tons of effort deserve to get like, something lower as compared to something probably substandard? I doubt the liability of the marking scheme and the marker. I was like soooo annoyed at him la. And to think the whole class tolerated his 'tsks tsks' for like almost off a week alr. Everyone simply needs to buy themselves a lollipop and give each other a pat on the back; for it's something SO HARD TO DO. I swear I was about to choke him and tear the hair out of my scalp everytime he hovered about me; tsk tsking and making his standard repetitive comments. Bahhh, whatever. I'm so over this. I can't wait for the block to be over. New modules, new semester, new beginnings and new forecomings. Wee. :D

Had Grandmama's chicken stew for dinner just now; a little heartwarming to finally get to taste homecooked food yet again; after eating out for such a long period of time. (:

I love the sound of popping Post Breakfast Blueberry cereal in milk. Hahahar. Yum !

GOING BACK NV TMR, LALALA. wooooosh. It makes skipping VPEss all worth it. (:

Hello.

2007-08-28T10:29:00.000+08:00

Ayeee, I'm in school listening to Kee Jan talk about scale and elevation for shopfronts. Soo boring. On Bertnam trying to blog today. Mwahaha. Had an Ikealicious dinner at where else? Lol. Wings and balls ! Wooooot. Yummay. Had class bonding time with the hood and topics got prettttty explicit. Well, not exactly raunchy; just sexually oriented. Hahaha.

Gahhh, another excercise. At least it beats having to work on the final project. Layout work brought me a 9, so i'm rather satisfied with that ! :D Zzzzzz.

I WANT DONUTS, I WANT TAIWAN (or maybe hongkong, hahahar) :D

I wnt to fish prawns and get a well deserved resstttt. ^^" so many wants, so little money, so little time. Haiiiiyo. Msn's not working for me; so that's a booboo.

bulah.

2007-08-25T23:22:00.001+08:00

EW.

I just thought I'd post that in response to Shawn winning Campus. So gross please. And to think it was bad enough for him to win over Benjamin. Cringe! He wins overall champion. He's not even cute; and I bet you, all the votes for him probably came from his kiasu aunties.

(maybe I'm just bitter. NOT. Lol.)
Oh well. I still love my Hum! (:

what an end to a great show; at least there's guessx3 to look forward to.

I just realised a few minutes ago, the scratches on my A2 M-B. Its probably the 60cm ruler sticking out my bag and tarnishing the surface whilst I was like carrying it on the side. So I'm prolly going down to Bras Basar tomorrow (again -.-) it's like a 2nd hommmmmmme. D: and the travelling time takes forever, so depressing.

I'm craving donuts. Anyone? :D Orange chocolllllate.

On another sidenote; I had pizza today cause Mama had an offer coupon for a free Hawaiian reg pan if you buy any other regular. Had like.. 9 slices the whole duration of today; and I SWEAR. I SWEAR. I'm going to gain a few pounds, and that makes me sad. D: I should stop eating a day and meditate or something.

ayebi

2007-08-23T00:35:00.000+08:00

I have this sudden uncontrollable emotional urge to come blog; about what? I have no idea either. Lol. My heart just tells me this is what I should do, and do I shall.

I'm hooked on 讨厌红楼梦 by Tao JiJi ! :D hahahar. Woooo. So random, but I have nothing to blog about anyways.

Sculpture making today was a mess, I'm so horrible at junk compiling. Lol. Soooo going to borderline the marks. Nevermind. More purchasing, and more cutting up. Lol. So pointless; just to teach us how to mount. Shouldn't we be sponsored? - We pay school fees !! (what a lame excuse for trying to evade spending more money )

Imogen Heap is so fCking weird. She's not even a singer I think. She's probably like, murmurer. Hah. I'll just keep it in my itunes to keep the song count upppp. hahahar.

Mounting another A3 object tomorrooow. Don't know what picture to use. Used a lame chicken one for my window framing today. Blahhh.

Watched HairSpray today. Too draggy and overwhelmed with songs for me. They're good, catchy no doubt; but everyone breaks into singing mode every like 5 minutes. Heh.

I have a mosquito bite !! D:

helol.

2007-08-22T00:17:00.000+08:00

Kee Jan's nice so far, just that he tends to get a tad naggy and over the top with his tsk tsk. I was literally cringing and hoping he strays from me everytime he hovers over me and goes "tsk tsk, not very good ahhh, yah; should trim to make it beautiful" or something along those lines. but he's genuinely nice and caring; so yahhh.

Lee from the workshop today during the orientation was DAMN DAMN funny. Pls. Winner. Uncle's idol. "By right, we should do this this this; by left, ..." HAHAHAR.

I'm getting so fed up of pen knives and cutting boards. I HATE SLICING THROUGH THICK THINGS. D:

Bras Basar after class today to get my OWN set and T square. I feel so quilty every time Xuefen's falls to the ground and rubs against the floor be it smoothed or rough. (It's still in rather mint condition even though what I've typed sounds pretty overrrr, hahaha) with Uncle and Wyncy. Wyncy's mom fetched; so yahhh; nice :) Lol.

Had Japanese after, and walked BACKKKK to Art Friend even though we alr. got our stuff to get mounting boards again. Forgot the first time round. Wyncy got cheated of like $3.90, =x.

Some pics of our clay session today; pretty fun. :D had to do one blind folded and the other open-eyed. Some pictures during 3D art fund the day before as well; cause i was bored out of my minddddddddddd.

Happy Harry :D

Finger Family! Happy Harry, Sad Sally, Mad Mary, Excited Alexy and Stoned Jony (Couldn't think of adjectives alr. lurhhh. spare me)

Shavonne's :D

Class. Stoning during the video about this what'shisname sculptor. KEEJAN WAS SLEEPING ALSO KAY. I SWEAR. he nodded off like few times !!

Hiding under table. HAHAR.

Mona Lises. We were that bored. D:

Toilet timmmmme. After lunch

TODAY! I did this blindfolded. Anyhow squeeze and agar agar. Clay was cold and squishy ! fun.

And when I could see! :D Don't know what it is though.

If you're thinking along the lines of "AYEEE, why all your pictures!? D:" It's not because I'm ZILIAN ! It's precisely why, and they share the same sentiments, so everything I take is aloneeee, noone wants to take with me D: BOOO harhar. And those that do turn out awful. Soooo. LOL.

OH YARRR. and I watched Star Search. Mei Ling anddd Hao Yi (more humble than his brother, imo.) :D !!

galagula

2007-08-20T01:21:00.000+08:00

Was upset with family over some problems, but Zhen asked me out cause we were totally dazed and spacing out at home, so I went over with some plannnnns. Hahahar. Got out her heirloom bikes (LOL WTF?) and cycled over to Shell to prepare for some Santa Shopping. The plan was to cycle to everyone's place and drop them a gift of chocolate or spare sweets and whatnot; but the thng was everyone was busy with something else where ! BUT NOT HOME. BAHH.

so, 2nd thought; we cycled to Jalan Kayu for some prata and soy desert supper ! (I'm so gaining from this, phux. D:) Was good food, and the entire journey throughout was breeeeezy and cool. The air was like moist, and the seats and handles of the bikes were wet when we returned after our food and talk. (so gross, yet so intriguing.) To and fro was super cold and shiok, yes; night riding is damn fun.

AND WE TALKED ABT WHAT WE FORSEE EVERYONE TO BE LIKE 30 YEARS DOWN. mwahahaha.

too funny.

zhen made me better; thanks so much! :D i still intend on giving people who i think i should, the cold shoulder; so YAHHHH.

i better sleep; i have to get my T and set squares frm xuefen tmr in the early morning. Have to have her wake up at 8-ish, even though she ain't got sch tmr; SO SORRY ! D: but thanks a HUGE lot. I really, really appreciate it. UNCLE ALSO! for helping me print. I owe you guys big time.

ANNND. FOR THE LAST TIME. DESIGN SCH IS NOT ENGGGG ^%)*$#!&#$!

Lol.

point proven.

ah dong liannnng. :D HAHAHAR.

PS* I think i've just potentially broken the leg of my bed frame ;-;
ANDDD. i hate when people don't know i'm angry or feign otherwise. bllllah.

Angerrrry.

2007-08-19T19:07:00.000+08:00

Upset about certain home stuff. Urgh.

Whatever.

My annoying primary 1 cousin who's talking on and on about pointless inane stuff beside me isn't helping.

I want to get to tomorrow; like now.

HELO.

2007-08-19T02:17:00.000+08:00

Hokay. Originally supposed to go get materials from Art Friend with Uncle they all, but in the end CANCELED cause joleen couldn't make it, harharhar so decided to catch 881 with Amanda at town. SO SORRY. Missed like half an hour; but oh well. The song is damn classic; song of the day !!

Craved Jellybeans due to joleen's influences the day before; so bused down to harborfront to get jellybeans and skittles. so damn funny; a chua lost to me at rock,paper,scissors on the bus; so she got all the remaining pop corn skittles (only cause they tasted pretty horrible, HAH) and yah; was an extremely SUGARY COATED day omg. diabetic.

Bussed back to Heeren (AND SAW FRANCES, HELLO. :D) [ya, i know we're damn eng.] and ate wan ton mee. Andddd then; bought mineral water.. LOL. (I'm trying to be detailed here hokay.) then decided to go Paradiz to play some pool. T'was rather empty for like the first time in forever. Played, and was damn funny and 147ed back home. The whole journey was damn funny. We were anticipating for bangalas to board the bus, but TO OUR SURPRISE, there were none! So we were cracking some stupid ass jokes and everything and making a ruckus at the back of the bus. Damn funny lurh !
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Went to Orchard to meet Uncle and Wyncy to get stuff for next block materials at Art Friend. SORRY FOR BEING LATE!! Gah. Lol. Uncle was damn funny (not surprised, hahaha) as usual. "Alone is about two tigers. (Thai girls)" LOL. HAHAR. Wah sey, bought like up to $44 worth of stuff; and decided to cut cost by buying the cutter from Daiso instead. Walked down to Dhoby lugging everything, was damn heavy hokay ?! D: boooo. Bought the cutter there and bought other pointless but cool stuff. Heh, spent $8 buying useless stuff for fun. Lol !

Ate at Pastamania at Heeren prior to that, saw many familiar people siauuurh. Hello Zhilun, HuiJuan, Glenda, ZhiYi, YeongChyun :D Hahs. Saw Alyssa at Art Friend earlier also.

Bade fairwell and trained back to Sengkang to head to Zhen's house to bake muffins. (her secret surprise for everyone which ended up failing. LOL) with Jeremy, WeiSiong, Nyk. Amanda came over later. Zhen's first trial batch was okayyyy; but her second one ended up being horrible. We forbade her from entering the kitchen premises and took over. Our batch was... better than hers, no doubt. Wai cui, Nei Ruan; maybe a biiiiit too cui. Lol. BUT STILL BETTER ! :D

Called Pizza, and her mom bought back KFC. Omgosh, gonna grow phat. Stoned watching 300 and had a little webcam party in Zhen's room. Left to catch the last few buses (broke alr. D:) and headed home.

Happy Days. :D

I'm such a Constance fan. SONG YI FEI AH FEI AH FEI! HAHAHAR.
I just realised Amanda can be A*Mei's next generation. A*Chua. HAR. =x

annnnnd aye, the 881 soundtrack is on constant replay in my imeem window. rather embarassing, yet really catchy. i'm torn. hahah.

STRESSNESS

2007-08-16T13:33:00.000+08:00

homygosshhh. yesterday was hectic like frCk. !!

met everyone else at BrasBasar yesterday to get the final primps and proops of the postcard completed. was crazzzzzzzy. hahaha, went from art friend, to popular, to some crazy ass print shop and back to art friend and back to popular and the cycle goes onnnnn.

The Print Stop people had horribly bad attitude, so it pretty much disgusted and tempted me to elsewhere to get my postcards done (Especially the fat guy, Pls. Just choke on your 'yakitori and chicken wing' or something) Not like I have anything against fat people. D: He was really mean and overbearing la! Okay, so we're n00bs and everything, at least have the patience to tell us what's really wrong, rather than use your demeaning tone. WHATTTEVVERRR. At least the woman who served me was pretty nice. Beats that fat ass' service anyday.

Had my postcards done and wrapped it up and everything at macdonalds; whil-

okay, my english is horrible today, just to get the point across; yesterday was stressful like fCk, i had an awful throbbing migrane the whole while Ferds was talking. AT LEAST ITS ALL OVER NOW! :D

in sch now, working on APEL. hahha, reading back, the answers i submitted for the surveys were utterly embarassing. LOL. reworked on them, and i'm going to have to send them in later today.

everybody's busy with exams and sch. nobody free to go out. D: booo.

2007-08-14T00:17:00.000+08:00

OMFGOMFGFOMFGF BENJAMIN MADE IT.

GO BEN(N)S. :D
yayomfgroxxors.i'mgoingtovoteforhimlike325723957425974384369214-1284inthefinals.

:D:D:D

oh my god.

2007-08-12T21:24:00.000+08:00

blame myself for not working on my work like earlier; when everyone was. i've been on the freaking comp for like almost forever alr. Yesterday night was hectic; I was on BOTH bertnam and my main at once; if only I had a roller chair. They were right beside each other too!

Then I realised live trace fucked up on me; so I had to get a change of plans and pen every fucking thing. I'm also rather satisfied with myself for the ability to adapt too, luckily. Lol. (Pardon if you don't understand; the final line is just that I've been freaking stressed and busy. D:)

After wednesday; IF iget everything done. I TELL YOU; I'M GOING OUT ON A SPREE OR SOMESORT. all this looking at computer is making a toll at my eye sigh. The worse thing is; I'VE YET TO COMPLETE A SINGLE CARD. My coms have been on since 11am; and when i let one break; I switch the other on, and then again, and again. I pity my CPUS. NEVERMIND. tomorrow, i'll go use the school one!

HWAHWAHWA

kill me pls. I need to stop working and watch some TV; otherwise I'll freaking tear my hair off my scalp.

poolside

2007-08-10T18:49:00.000+08:00

I was by the pool earlier, working on more sketches for the post card thingthong; when I saw this fCking adorable little boy. omg. he was on the float, barely 4 years old i think; which his mother was supporting. Damn cute. Name was Zach (Zack, Zak, Zac, whatever)

Thats besides the point. The thing I want to talk about, is his other toddler friend. He kept reciting her name while he was on the float; rhon-da, rhon-da. Emphasising the da, making him sound abit like wang xin ling. LOL (geddit? nevermind.)

So his friend was Rhonda. I'm thinking to myself; which parent in the right mind would name their kid Rhonda? Lol. It's like super traditional aunty in my opinion. It's almost close to naming your cheenapok kid Xiaohua. Lol. (Not like they're not doing it in China, but.. :\)

I'm not in the position to criticise, cause who knows, their family might really like the name Rhonda or it having some symbollic meaning, but I know fo'sure, I'm not naming my kid that. Lol.

hahaha

2007-08-08T19:14:00.000+08:00

My turn to stay in school till the late hours ! :D hahaha. Appears it's the latest I've ever stayed in TP with the exception of overnight stays and camps. Boo. Lol.

GulaGula. I've finished working on the blurb of the SPCA on the back, and have chosen out 5 of 6 of my 'Just so you know' facts. Yay. Somehow, I really want to say that it's a big mission accomplished, but I know fairly well it's not. The drawings better fCking live trace itself or I'm soooooooooooooo busted. Like hardcore-massacred. It's due in approximately one week and a little less with every passing minute.

Deadlines, deadlines. Ahhhh. I actually didn't want to come to school today, but Uncle persuaded me to come. Lol. But everyone else didn't! And already uncle's showing symptoms that he misses Joleen's shooting. Haw-haw. Nevermind, there's me and Wenlin to dish what we can offer. HARHAR.

Today was actually much more productive compared to yesterday, when I didn't come to school. Surprise, surprise? Not really, because it's kind of expected for someone who's at home to laze and forget about everything. Goodbye problems, i'm sending you to oblivion for now. My project is more important than yo ass, kay.

Hahahaarrr. Will see everyone I want to see tomorrow. Probably with the exception of Charlene koh. (LOL.HARHARHAR. JOKING.) Should be pretty fun. Happy National Days Eve everyone! :D

Zhang Dong Liang!! D:

lol

2007-08-08T12:20:00.001+08:00

HARHARHAR.

omgosh. so funny.

so he throws the usual temper tantrum, the old-man antics and said I don't respond to him and called me a mute.

so damn hilarious. said teacher never teach manors.

please, i'm just ignorant to you. LOL.

i went on to make fun at his stammering, but I don't think he got it. Boooo. no fun D:

xx

2007-08-07T13:50:00.000+08:00

what a shame cancer didn't fucking redeem your filthy soul. you have no idea how much i loathe you. omgzz. D:<

kk b.

balooballoo

2007-08-07T01:26:00.000+08:00

Lol. We're all far too used to sleeping at 3.

Boo. I'm proud of myself today, Amanda knows why. I feel like writing a song, hmm. Even though I have no musical talents whatsoever, I'll just see where my chinese literary abilities bring me. :D Hopefully something will come up soon.

df

2007-08-06T02:44:00.000+08:00

I can't fucking get to sleep and my ear hurts like fCk.

i've been tossing and turning since like 1.30 until now, and I've got so fed up I tried changing beds and sleeping in different rooms. Doesn't work. Just had like a cup of cereal (gonna grow fat, urgh) just for the milk. Was kinda hungry too, so yeah.

My ear hurts like fCk. I think its like fCking bleeding. I need to stop picking at it.

Oh my god. I don't know if I just heard what I heard.

Hello.

2007-08-05T23:10:00.000+08:00

Nyk don't act sensitive after I post this okay ?! hahaha. Busy week, have to get down to getting my post cards done. To all of you who think otherwise, it's not as easy as it looks hokay ! D: Planning for national day thing also, so proud of myself. HURHURHUR !

hh

2007-08-04T00:54:00.001+08:00

today was a really great day to grow and learn. history unravels itself and we learn and grow.

OH MY LALALALA FRICKS.
talk about like RESPECTING PRIVACY. erm, whatever. it's bad enough i don't respect this woman's privacy, it appears she doesn't as well, putting up some things on her blog. Perhaps it's a 'since you do it, i do it back to you' thing or a pot calling the kettle black sort of thing. I prefer to think its the latter, makes her personality uglier for my own sake of being disgusted at some people. hurhur.

So now, nevermind becomes "Too much! Roar soo feel like killing him." Wow. So now you become all abstract. Like how one word becomes seven in a shot. Whatever, okay. Next.

It's so funny, how people put how they live their fucked up lives on their headers in general. I like how they automatically diss themselves, like saying their live is like.. erm, fucked up? Lol. Way to put yourself down, hahaha. Shows how good you are at, er.. living in general?
*holds back laughter*

Erm. I have no idea why my computer hung itself at somebody's blog page. (Appears I have the habit of bolding names too!) Somebody's big face and name subconciously managed to hang my Internet explorer. Maybe it's just my computer being an awful mess and a lousy piece of junk. OR. it could be your face! I prefer to think it's the latter, again. (I love bolding.)

God, I can get so unsensitive. Right? I LOVE BEING UNSENSITIVE. WOOT.

At the very least you said it was resolved. Thank you for that.. not.

Just saying to whoever and ever, I'm not blogging about this event anymore, cause it's pretty much stupid and pointless. Just saying, give up your petty and immature acts and jump into the real world. The REAL reality comprises of sex tapes, stalkers and little perverts that like taking upskirt videos. Of course, it's just a little glimpse into the future for you, just saying.

gaag

2007-08-03T12:56:00.000+08:00

I feel a bit sloggish, a bit lethargic and a bit sleeeeepy. Zzazaaa. I want to fall back into the deep slumber called dreamland and sleep in but i'm such a fricking insomniac. I frolicked (lol) around in bed for god knows how long yesterday night. I planned to sleep at 2, but my mind suggested otherwise. Damn.

Doodooodoo.

2007-08-02T02:00:00.000+08:00

stick to the numbers, for there is nothing here but

-...

1.
a. to give, hand over, or transfer (for another thing in return)
b. to receive or give another thing for (something returned)

:D

fun with photoshop ! 2 !

2007-07-31T16:31:00.000+08:00

3 dogs sharing a pair of eyes and a chapalang of brushes. hahahah ! :D

Hello Pussycat in the bubble !

fun with photoshop !

2007-07-31T16:26:00.000+08:00

First Lesson: Hello Pussycat ! :D

A ball made from scratch in illustrator. Bubbles! :D

rant

2007-07-31T02:19:00.001+08:00

A certain event happened today, that has frustrated me so, hence egging me to write this entry.

Case: Unbeknownst to Girl A, Boy uses Girl A's phone to take pictures with Girl B and jokingly saves it as Wallpaper - Without malicious intent. Girl A finds out and throws a hissy-fit and is all upset but refuses to say. Finally she tells her good friend, who realising her distress relays the message of Girl A's level of discontent to Boy and friends. Note that this and its entirety is happening on a Birthday chalet.

Surely this has happened before (the photo taking, just for fun bit) on everybody. Even a friend present admitted she's been victim of such, and I myself have been too. Lol. Apparently Girl A is upset over sensitivity issues

Okay, so Boy is me. I admit it.

Girl A's friend said it rather solemnly, so I attempted to go down to see what the problem was and try to salvage whatever; hoping everything was a big joke (I initially thought it was) and we'll all go down and ha-ha-ha. Upon seeing me downstairs, Girl A was like quietly to her friend "why you call him down?" and realising this was for real, I peeked out the door of the chalet and apologised meekly and (hopefully) sincerely. It went some what like this.

Boy: Eh.. Sorry eh.
Girl A: Nehmind. (With displease obviously scribbled all over the place)

And after which, made the whole event awkward enough to leave. Erm okay.

#01. What IS the big deal? Okay, so I thought we were friends, we were on okay terms. We've met like twice and you've spoke to me in a rather friendly manor; and this is too much to take? I mean, I've done this on others, and had it done on me occasionally, even if we were purely acquaintances, wouldn't it have like helped our relationship bond (okay this sounds wrong) in a way or another, had we just had a laugh about it.

I would be expecting "Wah lau eh, hahaha, idiot eh you!" and we both laugh over it;
instead of "...why you call him down? #%$@#%$#%"

Okay fine, if it's such a huge fuss over sensitivity like you claim, then allow me to elaborate on that further.

#02. This is a birthday party, my sensitive princess. Wouldn't it have saved either of us some face had you just approached me and asked if I actually took a look at your files and messages what not? You just HAD to dampen the entire mood, by having someone else relay, and relay and relay. Miscommunication.

Sub02.01: As I said, I barely know you, and I purely did it in the name of fun and games. Why would I even bother digging out information about who sent you messages and what picturesyou took in the recent hours. Like, I know who you used to be with, and that's it. I don't even know your full name, let alone the majority of the friends who probably texted you. Even then, I barely know your ex, why would I bother finding out whatever he's messaged you over the span of your relationship (had you even kept them). 4 words, Waste of my time.

Okay. Girl A is meeting Lucy at Hougang Mall at 16:45 tomorrow. I shall follow her from behind for like 15 minutes. Gosh, get a grip; I hardly know you. Why would I even want to stalk you? If you had thoughts like that, boy are you big time deluded.

Unless you have like hardcore tammy-esque pictures or videos in your phone (which I highly doubt, right? I wouldn't know), why so upset? Okay, I admit I entered your file gallery once to set the particular picture as wallpaper, and I can frankly tell you and everyone else now, I only thought I saw a picture of some roses in THUMBNAIL MODE because they appeared familiar - you were watering them earlier i think. How can you even see anything clearly in thumbnail mode? Lol. Not once have I actually entered and scrolled through your gallery ONE BY ONE. Let alone your MESSAGES. Girl B was there, she can be my witness. I don't really wish to either, not after this, no.

Gosh, paranoia can be so fucked up right? I don't even know you well enough, and I wouldn't want to know about the person in the first picture with you or whatever. (Note. If it really is a photograph with another person as the first picture, let it be known that it is purely coincidental cause I WOULDN'T BLOODY CARE TO CAREFULLY SCROLL THROUGH YOUR PICTURES IN DETAIL OVER THE TIME SPAN OF WHAT, 2 MINUTES?)

If you really have big-ass sensitivity issues, I guess you do have a right to throw such a huge fuss (whatever, lame), and I have already apologised to you for TRESPASSING ON YOUR DIGITAL PROPERTY and I'm not going to do it once again, cause it's #1, not worth my time, and #2, i don't see the whole ENTIRE idea of the commotion that actually resulted from my fault. I'm not pushing the blame, I acknowledge the fact some people are big-time anal over sensitivity issues and it's my fault for touching your phone in the first place, yeah but when the reaction it was supposed to incur was probably a 0.005 on a richter scale and you made it into a full time earthquake, probably hitting 10 and killing thousands and thousands of people = Blowing things out of proportion.

I'm not in the position to preach, but I'm just saying, if you had a bloody issue in the first place, COME AND TALK TO ME. Don't give me a face and go like "what, what? nothing, nevermind." when you're CLEARLY upset. If you're THAT emotional, fucking blow your top and don't go as though nothing ever happened; we could have settled it there and then. But you chose to make things sour and miserable by being all pissy, making the birthday girl rather upset. I think you have some apologising to do, not to me, but the other obvious. I have other things to bother about, rather then your personal issues, please.

If you really think I made that big a deal touching your phone without permission, I would probably have already been sued time and time again and sent to life imprisonment in jail for the misuse of other's cameras over and over again. Wan Zhen, don't sue me, please?

You blew the fucking fish out of the water with your princess attitude (which is rather shallow and self-centered, should i say) and made the entire event awkward. Thank you very much and with that I shall stop, this entry has gone rather long. Heh.

I just wanted to rant, and now that it's all out of my system, I'm rather relieved. Yay to blogs.
And if you want REAL sensitive issues, I've had my fair dealings of it with Suzanne in Sec 3. This is just, l.a.m.e in my opinion.

hello

2007-07-30T17:13:00.000+08:00

i'm in class now, finished my assigned task at hand, so i guess it's free time for me? hahaha. met xuefen on the bus today, pure coincidental. cooool. and then her friend pauline. she's funny. and nice. :D

see, i'm actually quiet right? HAHAH. no seriously, i'm shy. LOL.

i'ono why, but i'm feeling rather down right now in class. makes me emo. damned. D: sian.

lolzwtfrofl.

2007-07-28T02:17:00.001+08:00

Zhen !! Take care alright. :D
and Hui Yu too. Don't fret about it, give yourself a break, okay? :)

Anyways. I remember like many moons back, my aunt brough back some gift or prize which consisted of some Molton Bradley toiletries. Phased with the problem of giving it to my uncle, or .. (She can't possibly use it on herself, could she? Molton Bradley IS, afterall a male brand right? ;)); being the kiasu Singaporean I was, I faster snatched with two words. "I want!"

But, I have this horrible habit of leaving stuff in my cupboard to melt and mould, and this almost did, until she reminded me like several days back, threatening me to use it, or she'd freaking give it away. Boo.

So today, I finally decided to use it, and I removed the pristine bottles from the box and loaded them on the shelves for toiletries. Woo. I think I smell like a rich businessman now. HAHAHA. Trust me, branded IS branded. It's no Shokobutsu, no Dove, or no Goat's Milk Shower Foam, it actually smells, believe me or not, branded. Lol.

And it says ginseng extract and something, but who knows. Ew. Now I'm going about smelling like a chinese herb. Lol. No, that's not true. Hahaha, anyways, I was just thinking, what day is it, do I get to choose to give myself the choice of luxurious toiletries. It's just an ordinary July 27th, right? (28th now, don't get anal on me.) Oh well.

I think my life is becoming horrifically. b.o.r.i.n.g. Tomorrow's Innova meet up will be no excuse !

The new IN thing IS. JAP-IN.
okay. sorry. that was a horrible attempt at being clever, but yes; i think i'm hooked to japniz music. D:

ll

2007-07-25T23:26:00.001+08:00

i need to say something, okay first off, this blog isn't dead. i've just been rushing for end block projects which is like due last friday or busy sleeping and err, perhaps hardcore stoning. huge relief of my chest to say that everythings been said and done, touched up and handed in. :D (this post is like wayyy overdue. seeing its alr. the 2nd lesson of the new block)

ANYWAYS. digital essentials are going pretty alright. it's fun to learn about things you sorta THINK you already know? so cool to prove yourself wrong. it's like jabbing yourself with a thumb and saying,

"EH RETARD. STUPID. SO EASY NOW THEN YOU KNOW."

right? hahaha. happens alot. i will post my first colored animal cat thing thong i did in class today soon. :D I call it pussycat. Its name was initially pussy; but little did it hit me that it was slightly vague and highly prude - but hence when it did, i added the cat.

I'M SIDETRACKING.
the main thing i wanted to say is number 2. i was on 55 today, and i sat behind this olduncle who fucking farted. pls. omg. i wanted to shift but then i didn't want to shift because I did like twice the first time round when I smelt cigarettes. But that was before I got used to it; and I didn't want to move again otherwise the guy like on the opposite will think I'm making advances on him or something. HAHAHA

i don't even think i'm making sense anymore. i'm on a methane high.

anyways, the main idea of this part of the post is to generate a two letter reflex from each and every one of you.

EW.

that's right.
and please stop laughing at my dream, you know who. -.-

xx

2007-07-25T23:13:00.000+08:00

oh my god. i can't belief i've let myself get upset over something so minute. BOO. lame. anyways, i'd like to think, I'M OVER IT. hahaha, what a complete waste of my time.

I tried, I really did, and took the initiative I did; you're just one black n00b. pwned. lolz. no; actually; whatever, nevermind, pining and whining only makes me look like i'm unsatisfied or sour which i'm so completely not. NEXT.

Amanda Chua ! I'm over it !! :D (I hope. Lol) Moving on, because I think I'm worthy of better hahaha.

i'm o-kay. :D

and zhen, if you're reading this, we think you're an emo wreck. please don't cut yourself; we still love you. LOL. (:

oh, and i took the colour quiz again. Lol. works again. hahaha; creepy.